And now...

We get the melancholy, the wistful wondering etc.

Songs and words of songs come to me - they may not describe my feelings exactly, but they sketch around them

Bettye Swann sings 'don't touch me, if you don't love me, don't do it sweetheart...'. 'don't open the door to heaven if i can't come in'.

Faith Evans sings 'I don't know where we stand'.

Robyn sings 'boy, you can tell me anytime you like'.




No song quite fits, but maybe together they can

let you know how i feel.









i want more
i want to know
i don't want to hear no

ALCOHOL EQUALS WONDEr

take one part vodka and cloudy lemonade, one part vodka, one part whiskey and coke, one part rose wine, one part sweet bos white wine, one part vodka and diet coke, mis together with a boy and you will get kissing aplenty - it was wiked. If it turns into anything. we will see. But the fact remains it HAPPENED, i got a mouthful of someone i actually fancy - wikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkked. Night all

xxx